I always can’t confront the ugliness I hold.
It makes me cry when I cannot handle my craziness.
In a room full of people I can’t focus even on a single thing and I can’t
help myself. My heart screaming goes like “Why, Why and Why?”
I cannot open up to people because I always think how they gonna react
when get to know my secrets will they leave like everybody else or they gonna make fun of me?
Again my heart screaming goes like ” Why, Why and Why?”
Room filled with lots of smart people forces me to be like them;
I simply cannot be like them because I never wanted to grow up, because I never
wanted to be in a jail of thoughts, All I ever wanted is to dive deep into the ocean of wanderlust.
All I have ever wanted is to be in a forever sleep where only sweet dreams should be my guide to the beautiful world of the Disney-type kingdoms.
All these Shouts and Screams go out in my mind making me feeling uneasy and prevent me from being sane.
These Shouts and Screams are now part of my mind now, Where can I run from myself and for how long?
Every day I woke up with a thought to pass the day! What is this life?
Is there anyone who can help and calm these screams, they are so bad and are slowly killing me,
you and all of us.
I cannot tell how helpless I cannot tell what I am going through and how badly I need someone
shoulder to cry upon. Will you give me that shoulder, Will you be the one?
My Shouts and Screams does not show mercy on me anymore, it makes my heart suffocate and
my mind goes numb and again all in all what I left with is a Question:
“Why, Why and Why?”
Human touch is good, but humans are not. They are complicated. They get attracted by things
and forgets people so easily which hurts, it does.
I can go along and elaborate it in more but these Shouts and Screams won’t stop…
Thanks for Reading. All the love.